i can’t take off with the
wait of
a plan b and c
all of my energy is dedicated to lift off
the writing is on my wings
its in the wind as it sings past my skin
where this takes me
is a mystery
so be it
every time before
i left a way out
my only need is my way in
deeper and deeper
into the mystery of what i see
i need all of my energy flowing forward
flying over the jungle of doubt filled with silly monsters
i have taken down my fences
jaguar runs free
a sweet and powerful cat
she needs to live her life too.
it’s true i don’t know the future
but i know this
i know that if i don’t put my heart of everything i can
into who i am
then i am incomplete
and isn’t that the saddest thing of all
not to enjoy myself
myself
-jennpipp
2012