We have the world at our finger tips. Question is, what will we do with it?
It feels good to stop hiding who I am. From a very young age I believed in a way of being. A way of sharing and openness and love. A way of hope that is birthed from realizing we as humans have buit the structure we live in. Meaning we can change it when we decide we want to. It is all about the desire to change. As I got older I got confused. Some people said otherwise. That the world has to be this way “because.” I would be ashamed because I couldn’t understand the “because”. I felt lonely. Now the people of the way of kindess are finding each other. The ones who see another way. It feels like home. It feels like what I always knew to be true is surfacing. Believing that life is a precious gift. Treating all that you encounter with that in mind. Its amazing me that I had become ashamed of this part of myself. How did this happen, becoming ashamed of being loving open and having faith? That question seems less important than reclaiming my love and faith. How do I allow my light to shine fully? How do I bring this forward in the world? How do I really want to be? these are the questions I ask. The answers are personal. WE all know what we really need to do. Begin by taking care of yourself. Letting go of what weighs us down. Truly nourishing ourselves and through that the world.
Experience profound gratitude.
Let the details unfold.
Gratitude for the small things.
Awareness of the big things.
Do my best.
Be thankful for all.
“Are you ok?”
Over this past week this question has become a mantra.
I have been asked this.
I have asked it of others.
A prayer of well being in a question.
“I am ok”
is what i said
Today someone asked
and there was silence.
Today I said
“I am everything.”
as the prism of experiences are felt
as the stream of time passes by
as the wheel of humanity spins within
i am everything
we are everything
the question is
when will we see everything?
fear hate joy pleasure sadness anger love ecstasy peace
from a place of all things
from a place of vision
we have a choice
of what we radiate
and what we radiate
becomes the world
becomes our world
my dear human family
We are very becoming
We are always becoming
let us choose our becoming
Feet Grounded. Heart Open. Minds Clear.
Something is happening
Something is always happening
But this time the feeling is
all of those pieces clicking into place
All of the circles that we have walked
can bee seen
the pattern that we
are weaving can be seen
the pattern of stories
we are weaving into
we can see
the way of internal eternal happiness
unplugged from the grid lines
free to express itself
lights the world
this way feeds
and heats and
we are all in this life together
we all breath this air together
the wind and sun and soil
and truth and fear and dreams
touch all of us
as we touch them
so glad to be
and glad to be here
So it began
We met before I believed
You valued me before I knew i had any
It was the scariest thing because
now with you
i had something to loose
No room to breathe
afraid you would start to realize your mistake
to open you would fall into my black hole
in silence you would never know what you mean to me
So I created the middle path of the razor that cut me into a thousand new pieces
spilling out into a thousand directions.
No truth no lies
Noting but a shifting storm of memories
Falling into a valley of hopes
Not knowing even myself
a cloud of possibility
I began to forget the past
loosing grip of the future
Sometimes a gruesome blizzard of being
Sometimes the ecstasy of freedom
I tried to smile
to hide the blood that I was breathing
in me newly alive
for the first time
hiding no longer
Now a cloud
I am the winds child
I see the world and travel freely
Sometimes sitting so you can see me
near the earth
as the sun falls over the edge
turning pink so you know
how much you mean to me
the place we are heading
we have always been
to the right of goodness
and whats left of sin
it feels like love
but it looks like death
follow me friends
for i have already left
i’ve been knocking at your door for so long
because i knew the whole universe was behind it
i have a vision
i am a vision
of the universe that
of the universe is
of the love of the universe is
everything you have ever dreamed impossible, possible
can now be dreamed in double vision
a single set of hearts in rhythem united
the world needs to know the story of our love
the love of a lost soul wandering in the desert
who found a river of gifts and planted a city of dreams
you who have an infiinte heart that
that sings heats
that loves souls all around the world
for the simple pleasure of loving
needs to be seen
it is 2012
it is your year that you set forth from the very first breath
before your birth to burst into flames of all that is and emBody
the love that life is
the love that life gives
you have no doubt of the miricle
there is no reason to get clerical
so stop righting the future and live it
stop fighting the love and give it
you are the miracle of a trillion years of perfectly conducted
experiments in experience
you hold the most beautiful treasure
open your chest
your heart is ready
your head is spinning
a new way of singing
the prismatic eye of everything
welcomes you with a song of
you are a sparkling creature
you have empowerd the shadows to fly
it is your turn to soar
to scour the sky for your new home
i know this because i am the ghost of your future
you called me here to remind me of our date with
destiny bestiny BOO!
i am the ghost of the future of you
i have whispered to you and tickled your toes as a baby
fly baby fly
you are the sky
and the moon and the sun
you are the only one
all of the creatures of the earth will be under this moon
a second moon in the month we call august
yet they do not count days
they do not lie their thoughts upon a grid seven squares long
dripping through all time that has ever existed
what day of the week was love created?
what day of the week do we learn to speak the language of the sky?
what day of the week does the madness end?
i love to draw on a grid
i love being able to see time stretch out
in the shapes we call years
in dreaming we call plans
to do what is right right now
is this something we forgot?
to live in our point of power
to live the way of the dophin
the entire world their home
ocean dining room
is it all it is flow
no appointments broken
because there is nothing to appoint
yesterday tomorrow today
converge and become
we have spent ourselves
saving our stuff thing universe
to save the dolphins
let us save ourselves
let us live enjoy
let us live
in this moment of mine to live means
to speak from the deep
and this is what it says
“let love teach”
my heart goes out to people that use their power
in bloody fearful ways
they no nothing better?!
history is spun thick with wrongdoings
and finger pointing
wrongdoing finger pointing madness
let us not shame but teach
is that not what we all need
someone who knows a new way
i fantasize about love mobs
surrounding people of influence at the brink of a new way
thousands of people breathing like the ocean outside their window
whispering “we believe in you”
“we believe you will see
using your power to create beautiful miracles
is your new passion”
this dream begins in whispering this to myself.
“using my power
to create beautiful miracles
is my passion”
what day does the madness end?
what day was love created?
what day do we learn to speak the language of the sky?